RED FOR ANGER, WHITE FOR INNOCENCE okay, its national day since it has passed 12. and guess what, i just woke up not long ago after sleeping at 7 pm just now! HAHAHHAHH. today was a rather not productive day when i in fact planned to complete a lot of stuff. and i realise its always when i don plan to ocmplete stuff that i complete stuff!! HAHAHAHH. anyway i was looking at my photos in my com and i really miss the times in stmargs! all the stupid photos we would take and have so many, in fact neverending pose!! HAHAHAHHH.. it was so fun and all! taking photos in class in between lessons and everything.. ohmygosh, i feel like crying cause i just miss the times there SO SO MUCHH!! and this is something i miss even more after looking at my school life now!! :/ I WANT BACK THOSE MEMORIES!! ohmygosh, camille and jiemin!! I LOVE YOU TWO SO SO MUCHH MANN!! you two understand me so weel that you know my previous post wasnt by me!! HAHAHAHAHHAHHHAHAHAHH. but by some idiotic piece of shiit! ((: I MISS THE BOTH OF YOU SO SO MUCHH!! okay, sometimes i feel like a failure. the talk in the car with my parents and brother just made me burst out in tears. i dono what to say and i've got nothing much to comment anyway. sometimes things just leave you speechless isnt?! i feel like just rambling on and on. i've come to realise the goodness of a blog, being able to vent out and type down everything you feel etc. well, all i can say is i know god has a plan for everything im going through now and i believe in the greatness of his works that i will experience something even better that i ever had! ((: